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I feel as though I'm not worth living, or even being here. So I'm starving myself. I like feeling bad because feeling bad feels good (in some strange way, life isn't simple). I've believed in this saying I made up ages ago "You can't fight back at life, but you can fight in life" & that's exactly what I'm doing, hurting myself is hurting my friends & family. I'm not going to sleep tonight, I'm going to keep up this self mutilation I'm noticed as unwell & then eventually people will start to worry. I'm not bothered because some-one like me doesn't deserve food or luxuriation anyway.

I'll update on how I get on, fighting life.

Speaking of which... Maybe my penknife will come in handy at these times.

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21 Comments

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:28 PM GOTHCLAWZ says:

Fuck you man, be real.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:29 PM DaVeB0T responds:

I am real this is me

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:34 PM GOTHCLAWZ says:

I'm not looking for attention, I'm fighting back at life. I just thought people should know that.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:04 PM DaVeB0T responds:

YEA I AGREE

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:35 PM CuteAndFuzzy says:

lmao

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:05 PM DaVeB0T responds:

DONT YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT ASSHOEL

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:38 PM Wiiporter says:

LMAO

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:43 PM DaVeB0T responds:

HEY MAN YOU KNOW WHAT, IM GOING TO PULL THE TRIGGER TONIGHT, THANKS ASSHOLE

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:49 PM Arkz says:

lol, get yourself on antidepressants, stop whining and do something, your not fighting, your crying. if you can do something DO IT! go outside into the sunlight, talk to people, SOCIALISE!! oh and stop putting black lipstick on, it looks ridiculous... also try focusing on something, put your mind to it... of the top of my head your diet, you will feel better about yourself if you loose weight... Peace out kiddo.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:51 PM DaVeB0T responds:

IM JUST BIG BONED YOU FAGGOT, WHY DOES THE WORLD HAVE TO BE SO MEAN TO ME

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:52 PM GOTHCLAWZ says:

Even so, lol!

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:04 PM DaVeB0T responds:

My mama use to tell me, bout these
Broke hoaching ass niggaz, in these streets
So many people, wanna see me fall
And then they wonder, why my attitude is fuck em all

Oct. 6, 2008 | 5:54 PM Arkz says:

Oh man, Americans... man im glad i dont live over there

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:03 PM DaVeB0T responds:

FUCK YOU AND YOUR MOTHERFUCKING NIGGER SUPPORTED TEA SUCK ON MY CHUBBY DICK

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:07 PM Arkz says:

at first i thought you were being genuine.. unfortunately your just a prick.. oh well, enjoy being hated :) and please continue to be an asshole, i feed on that hatred mmmm nom nom nom :D

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:18 PM DaVeB0T responds:

hey, I think you are forgetting who the troll is here

Updated: Oct. 6, 2008, 6:19 PM

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:09 PM Wiiporter says:

do it

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:19 PM DaVeB0T responds:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOo

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:29 PM Wiiporter says:

lol pussy

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:31 PM DaVeB0T responds:

fuck you FAGGGGGGGGGGGOT

Oct. 6, 2008 | 6:34 PM Wiiporter says:

no u

Oct. 6, 2008 | 7:28 PM DaVeB0T responds:

um, fuck u?

Oct. 6, 2008 | 7:01 PM Orangebeef says:

lmao fag get a life.... ..................

Oct. 6, 2008 | 7:28 PM DaVeB0T responds:

IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF AND THEN I WILL BE PRETTY AND HAPPY AND EVERYONE WILL ADORE ME, JUST YOU WAIT

Oct. 6, 2008 | 7:36 PM Wiiporter says:

you're beautiful
you're beautiful
you're beautiful
it's true

Oct. 6, 2008 | 8:02 PM DaVeB0T responds:

Yes I am my mommy told me so.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 9:52 PM ChemicalVengence says:

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME??

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:39 PM DaVeB0T responds:

I miss the KK in a small perverse way

Oct. 6, 2008 | 10:50 PM PoisonMushroom says:

Poison Mushrooms

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:40 PM DaVeB0T responds:

Poison Mushroom

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:15 PM Corky-D says:

DO IT FAGGOT lolno udoit omg hai

There, covered the three things mentioned in the last blog.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:25 PM DaVeB0T responds:

two

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:15 PM Corky-D says:

WAIT NO!

Selling out needs to be covered.

Hm.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:26 PM DaVeB0T responds:

As long as you posted it just to be cool, you followed along perfectly.

Oct. 6, 2008 | 11:49 PM redoctain says:

hey faggot if you r goin to kill urself y the fuck havent you done it huh im not sayin you should but seriously wuts the hold up.

Oct. 7, 2008 | 12:35 AM DaVeB0T responds:

I'm Waiting For Super Mario Brothers Z Episode 8

Oct. 7, 2008 | 1:42 AM Kavinel says:

reply to this comment bitch

Oct. 7, 2008 | 1:57 AM DaVeB0T responds:

oka

Oct. 7, 2008 | 7:21 AM xIDoL says:

Holy shit dude! Lose 400 Pounds already! Joking. Don't kill yourself.

Oct. 7, 2008 | 1:01 PM DaVeB0T responds:

THERE IS NO NEED FOR CONDOLENCES, I THINK CAPS LOCK SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.

Oct. 7, 2008 | 9:23 AM Arkz says:

Oh my good lord people get with the program, he didnt write that, hes taking the piss out of GOTHCLAWZ, i doubt that weird lookin fatty in the picture is him

Oct. 7, 2008 | 12:59 PM DaVeB0T responds:

NO FFFFFFFFFFFFFDUCK YOU YOU YOU YOU FUCKING DOUBLE NIGGER